Is there anyone out there?

I'm an asthmatic who smokes and enjoys French music. I can watch documentaries for hours. I despise anything that is conventional and will always continue to go against the grain. I believe that in order for us to truly find ourselves we must get lost somewhere along the way. This is my journey.

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I have no crazy and impossible resolutions to be made or broken, I instead will just continue to focus on the positive, be a good mom, be a good friend and continue to work hard at anything I do.

So expect great things 2012. Expect great things.

Ready For More…

              Is it so wrong to be happy with being single but love the idea of being in a stable and committed relationship? Well I am just going to wave my middle finger in the air and go for it… I want to be a stable and committed relationship. There I said it (sigh of relief). I am currently 30 weeks pregnant and single - by choice. That’s right, I’m a 26 year old woman who can honestly say that I didn’t try to hang on to my babies daddy (I hate hate that fucking title). So here I am, focusing on my pregnancy and trying to remember that in 70 days I will be a mom and even though I am so excited to share my life with my little one, there is still a need for attention and affection that my child is unable to provide. So what’s wrong with wanting to be with someone who doesn’t complete me but instead compliments me? 

           What exactly am I looking for??? I’m looking for someone whose adventurous, generous, great in bed (sorry not budging on this), great with kids, driven and kind hearted. I want someone who I can go out with but someone who is also okay with staying home and chilling out. A person who makes me laugh and who honestly cares about something more than them self. I can honestly say that I am looking for something that is real but I’m not going to go crazy and make being in a relationship my top priority. Being a great mom and succeeding in my career, those are the things that matter. 

What was once strong and durable has now now lost its shape.

—Shy